and i'm lost in your eyes,

*huaikuan
loves..it(:
white and blue
besties dears
friends
jielunjolin
luozhixiang
caoge
donuts!
popiah
eeyore
stars
glitter
fireworks
sweets
smiles*

remembered at 18:27

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20080427

mayday down to earth 2008(((:

wheeeeeeeee~ damn highhhhh! haha it was like almost 3hrs plus of non stop jumping!haha made the right choice to take the side seats..third row! haha the main stage extends out to the sides and there was this bridge thing behind the front centre section..the whole thing connects up!haha wheee~ then they'll all run downn. haha ah xin.. gai shou.. and SHI TOU! stop quite a few times right in front of us...wheeeee~ hahaha shi tou is sooooo cuteeee!! :D hahaha but pple around us wasn't really that high i feel..first time got pple ard me sit down during concert one..there was even a guy who fell aslp!! weirdd guyy waste his money! haha but he look like he kana drag there by his gf one..quite poor thing haha arwell..i likeee every song they sangggg! quite a few times..ah xin din sing.. and we could just hear the whole stadium like thousands of pple singing together..its just damn amazing!!((: haha their fast songs are like forever high.. and their slow songs are just as nicee!((:

the starting when gai shou and shi tou ran up to the centre of the stage..and there was this small part that elevated uppp! wooohooo~

woooohooo~ ah xin and gai shou getting damn highhhhh!!hahaha

L O V E~ 恋爱-ING! nv fails to hit the climax!!!!haha at first they pretend to quarrel..they even took off their jackets and throw them on the floor...but the camera zoom in on shi tou laughing away damn funnie..haha this time round they divided all of us into 3 sections..left right and behind. hahaha was thinking..i carn imagine bear kun doing the handsigns!hahaha but damn funnnn! the visuals were really pretttyyy((:

shi tou((: i loveeee his mimiyannn!! hahah especially when he sang the song for his little baby ai ya yaa...(:

woooohooooo~ the shi tou's solo was damn cooll!!!!!

the visuals during the solos was damnnnnn niceeeeeeee!!! :D

the funnie looking sausage man returnn!!!hahahaha its really damn cutee...especially the part there's five of them..they'll pop up one by one holding the board.. everything will be all right ((: haha the three of them dancing reminds me of.......a video. hahahahahah!!

the person who did the visuals rockssss!!!! there was fireworkssss!! with the red lights...damn prettyyyyy((:

its really the endd...
wheeeeeee~ hope can see them again next yearrr!((:

remembered at 15:55

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20080426

wheeeeee~
stats paper was alrights.. it really felt quite like fmaths paper!haha if only i would feel the same about the other papers): arwell...EXAMS ARE OVERRRR!!((:

after the paper.. went back hall to pack to head to town!
went back my room..i stood there and tot for awhile. suddenly i dunno wad to bring with me.. haha cos usually hafta bring notes and textbooks.. wheee~ finally took my ds out of the drawer(: haha blurr shalene forgot like a million things..we walked back twice to take her psp and mp3 player. haha sweating like crazy when we finally got onto the car..x.x

zhenmao parked at hyatt's carpark.. the carpark was quite screwed!his cashcard got stuck in the machine..then when we got into the carpark.. the whole place sort of blackout. haha we saw this super funniee really antique carr!!!hahaha and its a convertible. its really damn amazing!it sort of blend in with the green floor and the green wall. hahaha..

whee~ went far east for chicken ricee!!debs sha gen gaywhee zhenmao me..6 of us shared 1whole chicken.. ate almost two bowls of chicken rice with dark soy saucee :D haha dark soysauce is damn addictiveee!i better stop eating chicken rice..if not mavis gonna sing a song to me agains. hahaha

haha i have friends who like to take tons of stuff for me to try!! i think blossomz sell nice overalls and dresses!but sort of overpriced.. haha shalene asked me to try this dress..i think its niceee!! very nice gaywhee said i really look like a 10yr old in it.. and shalene said if i'm on the shelf she'll buy me or sth. hahaha maddnesss..but i like the checkers!!!!((: anddd..my mom just told me she got cloth..wheeeee~ hahaha finally got the pair of heels from heatwave!woohooo~ like after almost monthss..first pair of killer heels haha it sucks when i dun wanna spend money..but i just keep seeing stuff i wanna buy!! ahhhhhhhh!! hahaha

genn and shalene was going crazy over this white long skirt at gap..its really damn niceee!! haha but for me i'll probably drag on the floor or sth x.x hahaha..was sitting at the sofa at gap then got this damn cute baby girl.. she stretch out her hand.. wanted to tickle her then she end up grabbig my finger and playing with my finger. she's damn cuteeeeeeeeee!!!!! omgggggg... i loveee babiessss :D hahaha totally din feel like leavingg...she din wanna let go of my finger oso.. hahaha but we still left):

slowly gaywhee debs zhenmao left.. ended up with gen sha me for dinner at pastamania! haha i guess all three of us wun really hungry.. sha and genn barely ate their creamy pasta!haha i think if pple who are first timers at pastamana look at our table they wouldnt dare to dine there. hahaha just sat there and look at people walk past.. there was this girl with super nice hair super nice legs and super good figuree! omggggg..haha but after that when we walk past her.. we concluded she's not really pretty =x hahaha shalene carn stop looking at her everytime she walk past los!hahaha.. wanted to watch movie but the early timings were selling fast.. ended up at coffee club..the mud pie was niceeee!((:

hahaha end up catching late night movie..definitely maybe haha spend quite a long time checking timings all that..dunno wads wrong with everyone dun wanna go back home earlier.. couldnt get tickets nearby!haha ended up at cine..the pple outside cine are really quite scaryy...they look like they are younger but smoking awayyy x.x haha..luckily coffee club wasnt too crowded just stayed there playing my ds while waiting for zy :D haha feels weird playing my ds after such a long time..haha ohyeaa bump into some seniors fuhang et they all over there tooo!haha ate second mud pie last night..cos zy wanted to go nydc.

the movie was.... abit dry..maybe not so suited for midnight movie but i still think its niceee! haha its like a bit of romance and abit of mystery..haha quite funn to guess along with the girl.. who her mom was and who her dad really like!((: hahaha i was quite smart i guess correctly the mom..he wasnt stoopid too he guess correctly who the dad likee!haha wheeeee~ its just the simple kind of movie. the guy beside me was slpingg awayy i feel like slapping him asking him to wake up dun waste his money!hahaha..

wheeee~ finally on the way home after like one month..end up going for supper nearby cos he was hungry hahaha... he's madd!! got invigilation in the morning..haha just realised the fishball noodles near kovan is not bad too!((: hengg i reach home before dad wake up..if not he'll just kill meeeee...

finally home after like one month in hall.. feeling soooo lazy to pack my room! haha.. i misss my eeyoress at homeee!!!:D hahaha..i miss mom's homecooked food!!no more canA no more macs no more subway no more oldhchangkee no more foodcourt!!!hahaha finally got my haircut toooo!wheeee~ just snap off the sides and layer everythingg.. the hairdresser said my hair orignally the texture very smooth very nice one..but dunno why the outer layer very dry ): hahaha carn wait to get rid of the dyed hair!haha was quite satisfied with my new hairr besides the fringe abit short her funnie logic of cutting the inside short so it wun touch my eyes but the outer layer is still long..hahah carn really understand her oso..haha but when i reach home..my mom.. aiyooo an zua kana da bo a ni kuann... ahhhhhhh!!! hahahah dun caree alrs..but wash hair quite shiok!like nothing like dry damn fast oso. hahaha i think melvin's hair is confirm longer than mine now! hahaha..

wheeee~ guess i'm going back to slp..
conserve energy for mayday concert laterrr!!!!!((((:

remembered at 13:22

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20080421

just when i said i miss the royaltiess..
duan huaa jenn are having tons of funn flooding my tagboard with rubbish manss...hahahaha bbq slpover kbox picnic anythingg oso cannnnn...i just carn wait to see themm wooohooooo~

accounting2 paperrrr..
ahhhhhhhhh its finally overrrr...hahaha i really dunno how i'll do. but din do that well for the test..project was still okayyy i guess. buttt...ahhhhhh haiss..the paper was not difficult. its like the do-able kind of paper. so gen and me were saying like is see who got more mistakes. haha siannss not very sure of how to do some qns oso..just like figuring my own method of doing bahhhss..

LASTPAPER!!
stats!!!!!! :D
really carn wait for friday to come..
actually come to think of it..
exams really come and go danm fastt..
wheeeeeeeeeeeeee~
feeling lazy and slackingg todayyy =x
no mood to do anythingggg...ahhh
lazy to wash clothes..
lazy to stardeee...hahaha
gaywhee and me even went library to viwawaaa!
hahahaha..

MAYDAY CONCERT IS COMINGGGGG!!!(((:

remembered at 22:19

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20080419

forbidden kingdom suckssss....
dun ever watch it if u cann =x
hahahaha.. the nicest part is....when they dun talk and just fightt.. woohooo~ or either when they speak in chinese.. kungfu show...speak in english DAMN OFFF!!! we just complaineed throughout the whole movie. hahaha the best things....the girl is DAMN PRETTTYYYYY!! liu yi fei...no wonder i found her so familiar.. she acted as xiao long nu and acted as the shen xian jie jie in tian long ba bu! hahah she's like one year older than me and she acted tian long ba bu when she was 15! ohmytiannn..hahaha i still rmb how he went crazy over her... i went crazy over her tooo! super pretttyyyy!!he should catch the show...though i really think its quite offf =x hahahaha

damn long nv walk in the rainnn...((:
all the way from jp somemoree..
i must be madddd!hahahaha

i like thesee...from jenn's blog((:

All love that has not friendship for its base,Is like a mansion built upon the sand.

if u’re not able to discard the masks u wear in front of others and show only ur truest heart to her, wad makes her the special person in ur life? u’ll be able to do tt only in front of one person- ur destined partner.

Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it’s better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together.

wheeeeeeee~ royalties picnic sooon! i miss the girlsss... had dinner with huaaaaa i miss her!!((: hahaha finally say debre's short hair..OMG i wonder wad was she thinking man.. she like kept her long hair for sooo long. hahha but the bung hair really just reminded me of last time..so feel like cutting hair!!hahaha FIRST THING I'LL DO WHEN I GET HOMEEE!!:D

i'm sooooo slpyyyyyyy -_-

remembered at 05:14

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20080415

::huka* loveseeyores says:
i'm boreddddddddd
-=Kwee=- Zibiing is bad for health says:
haha u sound like
-=Kwee=- Zibiing is bad for health says:
tml holiday!

tomorrow's the first twoo paperss!
dun really feel prepared..
but somehow i dun feel like i'm panicking too -.-
hahaha..just so siannnnn
how i wish tml is really holidayy..
bahsss...i hhhhaaateeee ob!
i rather do like 5246720957133512398624astro mcqs than take ob. hahaha seriously dunno how on earth am i suppose to do the ob paper. feels like last sem's biz law paper but biz law wasnt really that bad. ARGHSSS... on the bright side..can get it over and done withh!((: haha..so so sooo feel like doing astro papers but then gaywhee just reminded me i have 11am to 5pm.. 6hours to do astro after ob tml!bahss.. it sucks doing sth you dun likeee...

aliguben{ said:"porcupine is a fish" - yang
::huka* loveseeyores said:huh
::huka* loveseeyores said:is not meh?
aliguben{ said:.
aliguben{ said:both of u really 10 yr old
it must be the left hander's mentalityy..haha both of us mistaken.. porcupine for pufferfish. =x kns laa..i'm gonna brainwashhhh everyoneeeee! hahaha..

~~used to think that i carn really get angry...~~
but recently things are really irritating mee...
it must be exams that making me pissed off so easilyy..
bahhhhhhhsssss..
runnnnnawayyyyyy

❤❤❤

loveeee this pictureeee!
sweeet saddness(:

remembered at 20:46

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20080413

DAMN CUTEEEE..hahaha but quite poor thingg..grab this off miny's blogg!haha.. even the cast is of a very nice shade of blue!wheeeee~

ohmanss...i just realised duans and plong are celebrating happy 1yr and half!haha feels as if they have been together like like 5 10yrs..hahaha two kidsss!((:

so siannns of mugging...
gaywhee suggested slacking tonight..
so went to play bridge with benny and zy!!woohoooo~ but damn siann partner with a 10yr old kidd then keep losing. damn chuii...the only way to describe is..
YaNg -_-" says:
we either got good cards
YaNg -_-" says:
but nvr partner
YaNg -_-" says:
or cui cards den partner
YaNg -_-" says:
and lose together
siannnsss -.- hahahaha! benny was wearing full nj pe attire..haha and he suddenly look damn dark to me!haha wheeeee~ miss playing bridge when we were all back in ny..every morning before assembly play.. during lessons play.. during recess play while eating.. after school play.. prelims..o's still playing.. hahaha still feel like playing bridgeeee =x

Here we lay face to face once again Silence cuts like a knife as we pretend And I'm wondering who will be the first to say what we both know We're just holding on to "could have been"s and we should be letting go. It feels like you're a million miles away as you're lying here with me tonight. I can't even find the words to say I can find a way to make it right. And we both know that the story's ending, We play the part but we're just pretending and I can't hide the tears 'cause even though you're here, It feels like you're a million miles away. Was it me, or was it you that broke away? For what we were is like a season love is change And every time I think about it, it tears me up inside. Like the rivers of emotion but I got no more tears to cry. We can try to talk it over but we walked that road before, While our song is playing its last note,We both know for sure that it's time to close that door.

remembered at 02:40

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20080411

shalene's twenteen(:

wheeee~ celebrated shalene's birthday this monday with the rest at miss clarity cafe and cafe iguana!((: we gave her a very pretty mirrrorrr!haha with her super big face on the front :D miss clarity cafe was niceee!i like the colours there((: haha..debs and her had to share chilli tequila which really smells quite grosss =x hahaha.. peach magarittaaa is niceeee((:

wooohooo~ zhenmao's car is just sooooo niceeeeeee((:

kana hit by the FRISBEEE!!hahaha.. thanks to aliguben.. we were just getting high over the frisbee cos gaywhee throw it back to his room on the second storey..haha benny was getting high..he throw the frisbee back down and it just had to hit me. -.- the area was like so biggg! i must be reallllyyy suayyy):

It's been the longest winter without you I didn't know where to turn to See somehow I can't forget you After all that we've been through Going coming thought I heard a knock Who's there no one Thinking that I deserve it Now I realise that I really didn't know If you didn't notice you mean everything Quickly I'm learning to love again All I know is I'm gon' be ok Thought I couldn't live without you It's gonna hurt when it heals too It'll all get better in time And even though I really love you I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to It'll all get better in time I couldn't turn on the TV Without something there to remind me Was it all that easy To just put aside your feelings If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh Hurt my feelings but that's the path I believe in And I know that time will heal it If you didn't notice boy you meant everything Quickly I'm learning to love again All I know is I'm gon' be ok Thought I couldn't live without you It's gonna hurt when it heals too It'll all get better in time And even though I really love you I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to It'll all get better in time Since there's no more you and me It's time I let you go So I can be free And live my life how it should be No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you Yes I will Thought I couldn't live without you It's gonna hurt when it heals too It'll all get better in time And even though I really love you I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to It'll all get better in time

i just realised...how nice this song is!!(:

losing controlll..

~~sometimes..~~

~~its just sooooo freaking irritating..~~

~~bahsssssssssss):~~

remembered at 16:19

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20080409

after much analysis with gaywhee.. i think i understand why i dun really seem to feel stress when the exams are like so freaking near and i just barely stardeed anything.. probably becos i have already half-given up )): dunno why just not in the mood the stardeee.. and worst still i dun feel stressed or panic that i carn finished stardeeing! =/ dunno wads wrong but somehow i got the bad feeling that i might just walk into the exam hall without totally finishing the syllabus. hahaha..but CHOI~ hahaha...thats how dead i am..):

really din think wad happened was funnie..
in fact thought it was quite meann):
at least i turn around and jonathan was there.. he just make me smile allthetimeee((: he's damndamndamn cutee!just refuse to stand and keep falling down sitting on the floor..haha then he just hold both my hands and refuse to let gooo..((:
arwelll... last night is over and i dun really wanna think abt it.
haha and i realise the weird sinalco drink really taste quite nice. one of the gasy drinks i like!after kickapooo!hahaha..

waiting for photos from genn and debs to blog about shalene's birthday celebration!((:

freakingggdeadd for the astro test tml...or rather later. haha haixx.. since i'm not doing anything productive noww..i shld just go slpp!!hahaha

*i think i don't remember(:

remembered at 03:02

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20080406

hmm.. soo told me sth last night. though i wasnt really surprised but still abit shocked that it just happened suddenly. huaa and me were just talking abt it the other day. =/ all the changes uni has brought to us.. sounds..abit scary =/ just hope that things btw the two of them will be alrights soon..and he will be okay.

duans and plong are really the sweetest couple i have ever met!!!hahaha both of them really like super kiddish =x hahaha.. somehow feels like they havent change abit.. duans can get happie over the slightest small thingg and plong is just so freaking sweeeet!haha i like this line from duans' blogg.. 这么好的老公哪里找? haha..i can just imagine plong saying thisss!! hahaha

wheeee~ caught the Three Kingdoms: Resurrection of the Dragon. hmm..it wasnt really gan wen.. like how benny's friend describe but not too bad oso..haha maggie q was prettyyyyy! and really damn cooooll!!:D haha though she looks...slightly old =x haha had quite abit of trouble reading the subtitles..especially the chinese one!haha there was like one line where they attempted to squeeze lik 40characters into that one line..the font was so freakingg small!haha dunno why i just have the habit of reading both the chinese and english subtitles. =x hahaha.. zy kept spoiling the mood at the supposedly touching parts. he keep asking me to cry lehhh.. -.- and telling me that he's like watching pirated movie cos the guy sitting in front of him got a...rather big head =x haha got a shock when we discovered that this couple and this 3guys sitting in front of us were actually all friends!haha we were wondering why the 3guys were sitting suspiciously close..when the seats are actually quite far apart.

aliguben look like....a brown mashimaro.. =x
ahboon look like..the rabbid from raving rabbid =x
zy look like..10yr old =x
hahahaha~
ahboon got this game which is like djmaxportable or drum game in th arcades on comm!!ohmans haha and one of the tracks is actually the pokemon songg!! haha..

!!!!! i carn believe i kana checked for nc16 movie!! 98262794722 years since anyone check my ic for moviee!and aliguben hafta add on to say like bringing two kids out -.-
this reminds me that the day before when we went balcony.. the guy actually asked.. i supposed both of u are above 18 !!!!!!!!!!!!
must be looking young these days... hahahaha~

siannnn...
so dun feel like stardeeing anything else... only in the mood to stardee stats..but its the last paper!!)):

all of the sudden...
i discover that there are actually alot of pple reading my blog
but keeping quiet..hahaha

aliguben is coming up with a list of short sentences.. that follows this 3 words!
爱情是....

remembered at 12:26

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20080405

last night.. i told ahboons and zy..
i'll breakfast if i wake up..haha

this morning..i woke up at 8plus once..
but my eyes couldn't open..
so i hugged eeyoreee and went back to slp..
about 1hour plus later..
i heard someone shouting...HUKAAAAAAAAA
like at the amplitude of... 7901350127313523..
DAMN LOUDDDD...
i jumped out of bed..
open my door and look downstairs..
but there wasn't anyone downstairs..
i turn to my right...
OMGG i saw benny and zy at my corridor...
loudhailer1 was shouting right at my doorrrr!!
OHMYTIAN..
he's like hundred time louder than mee!haha
wad a great way to wake someone up..
hahahahaha~

wheeeee~
havent had halfboiled egg and toast for a longg time!
probably havent breakfast for like..7093512723yrs
hahahaha...((:

now benny is....aliguben admiresss..
hahaha..

i see...shalene and hutianci
are having alot of funn tagging my tagboard -.-

the weather is soooo freaking nicee for a swimmm!

remembered at 11:21

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20080404

its the weekend again!!
getting nearer and nearer to exams but somehow i still dun really feel it
thissucks)):

finally went out with sheila and sydearr after 357350917091years..i miss those late night shopping sessions we had after work last time!haha.. and the three of us finally took a photo together..haha the wonders of photoshop =x no wonder i was thinking i look weirddd.hahaha! wheee~ went to eat superr nice tian ji zhou at chinatown cos miss sheila hafta buy her cloth.. she's attending some dress-making course damn coool!hahaha shopshop abit too..then went town!!wheeee~ finally got some basics from cotton on...and ms sheila bought her fendi handphone strap... OMGGG.. 130plusss with her 5% isetan discount. ohmytian~ hahaha.. had a good time catching up with them!!((:

dimsum with haydeee and gaywheeee!!wooohoooo~ the yumcha dimsum buffet is...shiookkkk!! hahahah but damn sadd was abit sick then.. everytime something go down my throat damn painn)): but i still ate everythinggg :D hahahaha..wheeee~ two consecutive days at chinatownn!((:

went down to townnnn... ate super niceee chickenrice!!eat like near two bowls of rice.. hahaha..then we went down to ps.. genevis rebonded her hairr!hahhaa no more madd hair for herr!:D hahaha...shalene stayed with us until her trg.. i found more stuff at cotton on!!wheee~~ got a green verison of genn's dresss!((: haha.. both of us were still quite full from chicken rice so we decided to grab chippy and walk down to balcony!woohoo~ chippy's cheese sausage with mashed potato and their calamari was sooooooo nicee!hahaha.. two of us were in the random mood to go chill~ so we headed to balcony!!damn long nv go there..i still like that placeee(: genn drank the usual sex on the beach.. i decided to try..southern peach. hahaha maybe cos i tried her drink which was quite sweet when i drank mine tasted so freaking stronggg~ hahaha..but it has a very nice fragrance!((:

finally back in halll!
feeling hungryyyyyyy....):

HUTIANCI.. i know u read..
u better tagg!hahahaha~

remembered at 23:29

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20080402

been feeling reallyy healthy this two days.. haha..
maybe its running away from all the mugging and the aftermath of falling sick haha..i'm feeling muchmuch better!just finished like..almost the whole packet of the herbal candy =x though stoopid guy is..quite weird.. i guess i still hafta thank him for the candy cos it really did make me feel better.[=

went to run ytdy on the track! with shalene and mavis((: hahah total of 2.4 though we break in between to play some bball. haha.. wheee~ i saw him kick soccer!(: he's like damn fast..zoom zoom zoom then shoot alr. hahaha.. reminds me of last time in nj.. number 123 and numberless all from soccer.. then everytime walk past the soccer field can peep =x i miss those jc days with huaa and the royalties! haha.. likerunningintherain..(:
just now came back from astro..i just had the random though of swimming. so i just gave huaa a call and wooohooo~ we went over to the pool((: really super ultra long nv swim..i think 6 laps i wanna die alr..haha huaa managed to finish 10!but she's CHEONGyuhua hahaha.. got this like..sebeibei at the pool la!!! i was just waiting for huaa to finish her last lap then this sebeibei came to talk to me..there was this guy nearby looking at me. i was hoping like he'll save me or sth if not i really wanna slap the sebeibei alr =x hengg huaa faster cheong back if not i really duno wad to do..yucksyucksyucks!!!i'm just so suayyy):

huaa was telling me she gonna stay at hall3)): no more hall2!!i'm gonna miss her..now can just cross the road and walk abit she's like so freaking nearr!guess i'll just have to walk further to visit her more next time!((:
at least huaa wants me!wheee~ i'm gonna get married to huaa((:

sooooo deadd..
not much motivation to stardeee):

he smiles without teeth!((:

remembered at 18:36

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