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20080526

wheeeeeeeeeee~ nbs trial campp((:
hahaha.. okay laa i hafta admit i was quite sian at the startt =x was feel excited but at the same time abit sian of the fact that i was the only female gl and most of the Ps are not around..and even if they were around they wun be with us most of the timee. hengg there was mavis yiling and their gls!!((: haha wheee~ the games was alrights..quite a slack camp just to try out new games..haha cheering was quite...slack plus most of us carn even rmb the cheers =x hahaha and we did photo formation!hahaha..quite miss that. did it for like 2467249072 times during foc. haha maybe was quite sian becos couldnt play all the pool games.. just kind of help the Ps and slack around. ty suckssss...i'll nv forget him making me play the dirty field games cos i din play the pool games. and pouring the whole packet of detergent cos i tried to run away from the game which we had to slide across the table..washed my fave singlet like twice but still got the detergant smell...arghs!


haha slept at the pavilion beside cafe del mar on a saturday night was totallyyy horriblee. x.x hahaha din really get much sleep..woke up with a backache..and had to spend the whole day until the terrible sun. haha we were hopping all over the sand cos it was simply too hott!!haha most of the games was couple games..machiam like sponsored by sdu one. haha alot of piggy back pity the guys!hahaha =x but quite funn..feel like a tomato now!terribly sunburnt! haha..


the end of the camp was funnn...no regrets for replacing sophia to be ghost for fright night! hahaha..wheeee~ quite funn scaring pple..seeing all their different reactions and the things they say. haha was in the same room as ivy and yining..

i had to hide behind the cupboard heng not inside..haha and blow out this candle when ivy push the girl in and slam the door. haha then i will blow out the candle..and ask her to open the rubbish bin (for no reason..haha) quite a few of them ask me where's the rubbish bin..haha then i had to stroke their hair..din really scare them but most of them jump when i appear from behind. hahaha then had to bring them over to the bed where yining was hiding underneath..haha ask them to look for the clue under the blanket haha..yining will grab their leg and start moving towards them. haha jojo was super funnn...she jump onto the bed when yining grab her..i was laughing away. =x hahaha..super funnie everytime after pple leave me and yining cannot stop laughing. haha there was this super cute girl i think called trina she was running off she still turn to me and said thank you for the hard work. hahaha..super sweet! haha

was abit sian though waiting for pple to come..heng our room got aircon pple kept coming in to slack..haha the last few groups of pple who come in was quite suay..we were quite sian all of us crowd around the stairs waiting for pple to come to the last station..haha me and kaihui stood by the stairs and kept screamingg.hahaha gao li is a super jokerr! we stood still when they walk pass..then when they pass by yining went to grab them..gao li was like..eh walk fasterr behind got people touching me. hahaha.. carn imagine for the actual foc..the Ps hafta do all this for like abt 250 freshies..coming in groups of 3s so its about 70 80 times! ohmanss....ahhhhh i wanna be a P again! hahaha..

Ps!! hahahaha...kh is super funnieee btu i think he's is qutie scaryy...he hafta lie in a 'coffin' the whole set up was quiet freakyy. haha then a girl hafta go inside the 'coffin' and lie with him. haha if i kana that during seniors camp..i'll just go in and zham him!! =x hahaha..or maybe ask him to open his eyes..haha his eyes is so small!!! everytime he smile or laugh its gone..haha

we rush back to hall after fright night..haha gaywhee's cgl drop us off at chinese garden. haha we were super lucky to get a cabb cos all of us din wash off our make up! hahah i sat in front and the taxi driver switch on the lights at me to see wad am i. hahaha we laugh like mad i was trying to explain we had camp...so he wun freak out haha..he was telling us if we were in ntu nobody will pick us up..hahaha


vesak dayyy!!pretty lights((:

trial camp was quite tiringg... doze offf while folding my clothes last night! hahah and doze off during korean lessons today. felt quite bad the teacher kept looking at me. ahhhhhhhh haha plus the aching all overr..hahaha...
yawnss.....
i carn believe special sem is ending soon alr...):



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20080523

wheee...life feels gooooodd!hahaha..
but been realllyyyyy busyy..
super busy week!!((:

been pia-ing korean like crazy every night had make up lesson on wed then lesson on thurs..haha love and hate relationship with public holidays!haha..but at least korean is interesting..haha but hafta write essay...presentation..plus project!omggg its really quite an intensive course.hahaha...special semster pass really fast!!
been tanning for the past few days with mavis!hahaha not really dark..wonder if its not tanning long enuff or there's simply too many clouds..haha but just lying there looking at the clouds..damn nicee.haha the clouds look so fluffy..just feel like touching them. hahaha and always can see stuff among the clouds. saw this heart-shapped like cloud wheee~ damn pretty..haha
trial camp this weekend!! hahaa..
break camp on monday 3am and we have korean lessons that day..TOTAL MADNESS! hahaha..plus we got test on monday too.ahhhhhh hahaha...but camp is gonna be funnn!whee~ though i think i carn play pool games and some of the sentosa games..ahhhhhhhhhh damn sians!)): sometimes i just wish i was a guy!hahaha..
ahhhh...gotta runnn off for workkk!
i hope the 179 comes.
and hafta write my essay on the bus!
hahaha..
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~



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20080520

#%*^&^#$%#%^%&*
carn believe i waited 25minutes for the freaking 179 todayy..make me reach bukit merah damn late and was late for work..about 30minutes late? arghssss almost wanted to take cab alr lo..but was think its like so not worth it cos it'll probably cos like 1/4 of my pay given that i work 4 hours a day. haha.. luckily the bosses are quite nice. i just realise they are the parents of a ny girl!not really my friend but my friends' friend. hahaha..

got isolated today..cos they sent the computer for repair..so i had to use the computer in my boss room. hahaha not too bad cos the monitor was at a better position..much better than the one i was using where the keyboard is like beside monitor plus they place the cpu below the monitor making it quite high..and the seat is uncomfortable. conclusion is the position of the whole compuer simply gives me backaches and pain in the neck. haha.. just that i din really get to talk to chaixin..and good thing is the weird guy din really irritated just that he occassionally come over and ask me how's the schedule going. haha i think chaixin was super patient today..she had to explain the same thing over and over and over again for 3 times to him and she din blew her top! hahaha..

getting terrible muscleaches..
result of...sunday newspaper collection! haha..nbs canvassing..wheee~ not alot of jango pple turn up but we did everything quite fast and we collected quite alot!haha boon lay pple are quite nice in a way that some of them will bring their stuff down cos we were collating everything at the playground. some even gace us drinks!hahah ohyea..then this ahgong helped us transfer the stuff to the container...his grandchildren oso came over to help..super cuteee!hahah all the little boys and girlss..haha but there are also some unfriendly pple..like there are actually pple at home but just refuse to open the door. and there was this stoopid guy PLAYING DOTA! ihatethatgame haha the front door was open i said..hello i'm from ntu...then he turn and look i started talking then he turn back to his dota..DAMN! i say finish he turn around again..and huhhhh.. i repeated second time. just feel like...telling stop ur stoopid game and listen to me for awhile. arghs! hahaha..

second thing that cause the muscle ache was the vesak day celebrations went temple with my mom to chuan deng..held the light for like 2 3 hrs and walk around the place. was feeling okay until i put the deng down...my arms felt like it will just drop off. hahaha damn painnnn! omgggg..haha ohyeaa wad playing with this baby girl..then my mom was talking to her mom her little brother came over..he's freaking CUTEEE! ohmytian..he said...auntie ah mi tuo fuo.then he turn to me and said...jiejie ah mi tuo fuo. he's just so chubby and botak and his eyes was like shining so brightt...melts my heart!hahaha.. the temple was quite crowded..saw some familiar faces and some new faces.. always feel quite sad..when i see those less fortunate ones. there are quite alot of them at the temple =/

belated birthday celebration for genevis at waraku and swensens!((: haha first must thanks shalene a million for organising this..cos it really took quite long with alot of us here and there not free...but we made it!hahaha plus the present making right before the celebrations..but glad it turn out nicee!hahaha.. waraku was niceee!first time there...i think the food was not bad..and i like the place!((: hahaha took tons of photos at the dark alley..alot of stoopid shots jump shots..haha shall wait for genevis to upload. wheeeee~ went swensens after that...topless5 and apple crumble. omggg!!hahah damn niceeeee :D limesorbet stickychewychocolate mango butterscotch cookiesandcream!((: wheeeeee~

back in hall agains...
trial camp this weekend!!(((:

i received a red package from uob...
with a rather..not good looking (i shan't use ugly cos i think its a mean word) card. hahaha its totally red with the word now across it. ahhhhhh...damn sadd i gonna hunt got another uob card!hahaha..

i like the seat on the outside seat on the bus.((:
i like blueee...but actually i like white as much(:
i like bus rides more than train rides.
i like long bus rides.
hahaha..this is damn random.
i like being random.



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20080517


caught another two moviess!hahaha late night movie marathon madness..
accuracy of death..and made of honour((:
both just released on thursday.haha wheeee~ takeshi kaneshiro is just so shuaiiii! i always liked his acting!(: he's a shinigami/grim reaper in the show..and btw the show is not a ghost or horror show. hahaha in fact its a rather sad show!i quite like the endingg..managed to link the whole story up. haha the girl is quite pretty...and sweet looking!i like her eyes! haha..and seriously dunno wads wrong with the rest of the people at the cinema i think throughout the whole show only the both of us were laughing. certain parts are really quite funnie..but the whole cinema was just so quiet!there's was this stoopid guy yawning loudly all the time i just feel like smacking his face and ask him to just leave if he's not enjoying himself..and we saw a guy down the row slping. haha people should learn to appreciate the moviee!and if u're tired..just go home and sleepp!
caught made of honour..at the latest late night timing everr. haha i use to think 3plus is the latest..last night we saw 4.10am. omggg..haha when we bought the tickets i was still thinking shld watch the earlier 3plus one..he happily tell the person 4.10am show. hahaha..heng its a comedy. and i was really getting slpy after all the work and insufficient sleep!haha.. okay laaa i din doze off!he was quite amazing..given that he din sleep much the day before and woke up at 4am for work..madness!haha. i like the showw!i think genevis would probably like watch it a million times cos its patrick dempesy. haha the girl was called hannah!it immediately reminded me of benny..who love to call me hannah -.- i dunno why but he just insist i'm hannah. haha i like the story alot!reallly sweeet show..after 10years its still him!((:
oooh..we were shifting around cos the cinema was quite big and there wasn't much people. but it just happen that two person must be directly in front of us -.- haha we were at the last row..shifted to the end of the row. we realised there was this weird single seat at the end!haha the whole row was couple seat and the one at the end was single. so weird!haha..
4plus am..when the show finished.. the sun was almost out on the way home. haha and when i reached home i din really need to on the lights alr. maddnessss!


ahhhh..
the weather sucks..makes my nose sniff nonstop!):



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20080516

caught two ashton kutcher movies in one nightt!((:

what happens in vegas..
then..
a lot like loveee!
♥♥♥
wheeeee~ i loveee both movieess!hahaha
finally caught whathappensinvegas.. the whole world has been telling me how nice the movie was..and it was REALLY nicee!haha its damn funnieee :D dun understand how the girl beside me could doze off. haha maybe she use up all her energy being angry with me cos i step on her feet. oops =x haha guess my mind wasnt really thinking.. the cinema was kind of dark and i just happen to step on her feet..it was an accident and i was really sorry): though i could sense the anger when i sat beside her.ahhh haha.. anyways i did enjoyed the movie! cameron diaz and ashton kutcher rocksss!!(((: but i still think he'll look even better after he gets a haircut(: i super like the toilet seat part..and the finger she pointed! hahaha.. watching the movie made me super feel like watching alot like lovee! haha..
and..omggg he bought alot like love from thailand!(((: wheeeee~ hahaha can watch it for 3573062486723 times :D

i forgot to say..
안녕하셰요 ((:
hahaha..very fascinated with the function on the lappie to type korean!haha been playing with it...but i think only mavis can understand wad i'm typing..haha carn wait to get stickers to label the keyboard. wheeeee~
korean is getting kind of tough..there's like so many million ways to form sentences! haha but still funnnn((:

started work at learn&excel..
haha the title is called tutor..but the work was kind of different from wad chaixin told me. haha not so slack but still manageable i guess!haha working 3 days a week!wheee~ do hope and i can cope with the work and the schoolwork..haha
oooh..one thing i dun like abt the work is...it ends at 8pm and most of the time so far 2 days at work i NEVER left on time...ahhhhhh been missing the 9pm show!):
and..ahhhhh there's this really WEIRD guy there kind of irritating me. he din do anything but he just irritates the hell out of me..first he sort of like kan bu qi wo and ask me if i took Amaths last time.. w t h.. i havent done differentiation and intergration for like ages.. i need some time to recall mahs! he just keep saying the answer.. pissedd meee offfff!haha.. think chaixin oso think he's pretty weird...the way he look at people when they do work is pretty...irritating. hahaha feel like telling him can u stop looking. kns.. the other day he din explain things clearly..worse still he see me do wrongly he nv tell me!made me stayed awhile longer to make changes..bahsss i think its better that i dun hafta work with him..ahhhhhhhhh!
nvms...the work is still quite okay..kind of like doing my own things(:

going for another job interview next week..
working with jango pple!wheee~
job at some toy company..there's like 3 positions.. admin, demostrator, mascot. hahaha and mr engsim is like sooo nice lo!he told me eh u can go be the mascot...cos got height limit 170cm..i carn do. -.- i dunno to be happie or sad..haha but mascot pay is the best!!temptingg..but sounds tiring.haha guess i'll just see wad i can get..sounds like a job that works with kids! wheeeee~

longweekend!((:
time to catch up on my sleep..-.-



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20080511

i really quite dun like making decisions..
and i dun like answering if questions..
maybe i just dun like to think/feel..
hahaha..
just wann the simple way out..
or simply just runn awayyy from everything..
why can't i just be a kid forever..

guess i hafta agree with bengkuey..
all it really takes, is to tell yourself, that the more complicated things are, the more likely that there'll be a easy route out of the whole predicament.
and i agree even more that..most of the time
(Sadly you've been too blinded by your own pain to notice)

arwelll...maybe
ignorance is REALLY a bliss..
finding out things sometimes just makes things worst..though it might seem like a way of escapingg..
what you don't know can't hurt you..
sometimes i just dun feel like thinking..
feel like running away to somewhere..
far far awayy(:



remembered at 21:25


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20080510

wooohooo~
realised i havent been online like since tuesday. haha..
been travelling in and out of hall..to pasir ris and jenn's place!!(:

wheeee~ jango/castor/bloodstone chalet rockss!!(((:

though the travelling from boon lay all the way to pasir ris.. one end to the other is really quite horriblee!hahaha stayover the first night..wheeee~ played bridge..i have never..drinking water game..haha went out for macs..then we pass by the carousel!!omggg..first time i sat the carousel!hahah and it was manually operated by eugenelum and bingxiang!haha they rockss!!((: haha but after awhile the guards came..the first one who spoke to us was like super fierce!jason even bluff our chalet unit number =x hahaha..heng another two guards came they were like muchh nicerr!hahaha i think ard like 3-4am most of us were damn slpy but there wasnt eunff space on the beds..we end up playing more games...indian poker and minimizer..hahaha slept all the way till 5pm..the next day!wheee~ then went to get bbq stuff. hahaha..ahhhhh the grandsnrs came but sadd hafta leave earlier to go back hall..haha kl and his stoopid drinking game sucks..especially when we ran out of mixers. left with like heineken mangosteen juice vodka..ahhhh and super suay play a few rounds of the game and drank like every possible combination of the three..beer plus vodka was like deadlyy!hengg kezia and me din have to finish everything ourselves..haha but the drinks was bad enough to make me trip like crazy when i cross the road!hahaha wheeee~ carn wait for foc!(((:

steamboat at jenn's place rockss! finally saw rachelpung and debrewithbraces..hahaha wheee!the food rockss!especially the sabusabu the vegg and the souppp!((: hahaha played bluff.. daidee.. bridge.. jengaa!((: hahaha..jenn's bed is just so nice to snuggle in. maybe cos din slp well the previous night oso was damn slpppyyy! they had macs breakfast..but i just couldn't get out of bed. haha woke up later and chat till sunrisee((: i miss those days...


buenooooo~ hahaha the hyperactive dog who refuse to look at the camera..and he never gets tired! super cutee..even when he stops moving he just wanna lean on someonee.haha but one thing is he scratches me like crazyy..he really sinks his paws into my skin. feels more like claws. hahaha and when zy tried to hit me.. the dog actually ran to me and barked dammn loudd and started growlingg at him!damn funnie..like a hundred times fiercer than his owner.haha

went to E2max cos there wasnt a suitable movie timing..just realised seldom there's move timings ard 8pm!so irritatingg...haha super feel like watching alot like lovee..and some other movies..but they din have it!settled with evan almighty.. hahah not as funn as we tot it would be but still not bad..haha super feel like eating fried rice during the movie..i dunno why oso. and when i tot i was weird enough..zy said he felt like eating zi char.. zi char as white rice and many many dishes. hahaha weirdooo! ohyeaa..when i woke up today..my mom cooked fried rice for lunchh!omggg i think my mom can read my mind((:

wheeee~
shalene just reminded me...kind of miss those muggingg days. hahaha really quite no life and i just keep seeing gaywhee shalene genevis mavis for like more than 12hours a day..and almost 7days a week!haha and its always macs subway oldchangkee until the foodcourt open. hahaha..feels like i havent seen them in a loonnng whileee!

oooh..i got a jobb!hahaha whee~ damn happie when chaixin msged me..and the working days managed to fit into my free days!wheee~ still not sure wads the job yet but sounds like an admin job.haha and i have noooo ideaa where's the place haha...still hoping can get some short term assignments like duan's job! give out filers and balloons..sounds funn!((:

suppose to wake up early to meet dearest cheegake for macs breakfast!ahhhhh but i woke up with a terrible headache i just went back to bed. havent seen that girl for ages and i was looking foward to seeing herr!)): got the craving for macs breakfast too!hahaha

what happened in vegas looks nicee!

justkindofhatethatfeelingg



remembered at 22:32


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20080505

wheeeeee~
an yoo ha seh yoooo...
first korean lesson todayy!!hahaha..
five hours straight of korean is..
pretty tiring. hahaha...
really not easy learning a language especially when you're not exposed to it since young.hahaha learnt the whole alphabet today.. 24 letters.. haha mavis and me keep getting confused by the orrr and ooooo...hahaha they sound the same! hahaha ahhh...learn the vowels then the consenants..then when she combine both together..ahhhhh hahaha take some time to figure out wad is wad. hahaha but its quite funn..when after that we start to realise that korean words are actually not that hard to read! hahaha wheeee~

mavis and me were like sooooo boreddd..hahaha played dai dee then some game calleld minimizer along with kaijian. hahaha there's like nobody in hall lo! and ahboon slept super earlyyy...haha
today after lesson mavis and me were like soooo super bored. hahaha we walked to extension for dinner -.- hahah but life after exams...is just soooooo shiok!!! hahaha wheeee..special semster doesnt really feel like school oso..its like going for some enrichment course. hahaha..
wheeeee~

but i guess i need to find some part time job..
ahhhhh...i wanna work short term assignments!!

looooonnngg time since i'm working here at the sun. hahaha...
first time night shift somemore..
ahhhhhhh..
hope i dun diee..

wooohoooo~
got jango chalet tml and wed...
steamboat with the royalties on thurs...
:D



remembered at 22:45


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20080503

felt as if i havent been home the past few nights..
hahaha..

super impromptu..dinner at east coast and night cycling ard tp and bishan park!i think it took us like soooo long to find bicycles..when we got the bicycle the tyre was flat and tyre needed some extra screw to pump..almost tot we wun be able to go!haha wheeeeee~ i still feel like cycling againn!haha..(:

stayover at zhenmao's house...wheee~ neverr everrr partner daryl in a drinking game..so suayyyy! haha was soooo slpyy and my head was soooo heavy all that chivas x.x haha..end up with a long night of bridge.. and the soccer match btw chelsea and liverpool.. haha woke up in the afternoon to lunch at bukit timah..and island creamery wheeee!:D

caught iron man twice yesterday...haha iron man was goood wheeeeeeee~ its really damn exciting and the whole system that help him build ironman was soooooo cooolll!!ahhhhhh haha.. shalene was supersuper funniee.. laugh nonstop throughout the movie..haha went for sakae buffet after the movie!wheeeee~ buffet rocksss...just eat and eat and eat :D gaywhee and his kani tempura! hahahaha.. cha soba is niceee wheeee~

then i left eariler to rush over teow's place for bbq..rush all the way to the mrt then i carn find my ezlink. omggg.. panic like siaoo.. seldom lose my stuf and i dun like losing my stuff): especially when i just top up my ezlink. ahhhh..cheong like a mad woman back to sakae and all the way back to the cinemas.. hennnggg! some kind soul pick it up in the cinema and pass it to the usher. wheeeee~ almost lost my ezlink the other time oso...maybe i shld just tie my ezlink to me.haha

finally reach teow's place...there was sooo many pple!haha really havent seen jango castor bloodstone pple in quite awhile. feels kinda weird..and dearest kezia wasnt aroundd!ahhhh haha ended up watching tv... playing bridge.. haha feel like the drinking games will die at our batchh =x the seniors are so much more on about all the foc gamess.. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh =/

left awhile past midnight... the food at hkcafe along thomson..was quite cham =x i realise i cannot stand longgg menus! just keep flipping back and forth carn decide!haha caught...ironman for the second time. ahhhhh! still carn believe we were so bored.. both of us JUST watch it and we went to watch it again. hahaha maddnesss.. but watching it second time felt different.. noticed alot of other thingss!and the show still rockssss.. i think if my bro dl it i'll watch it a third time. hahaha! i'll never forget abt the red lights!!! hahaha..

ahhhhhhhh..
4pm alr..
the week is almost over..
i carn believe special sem is starting next week alr!!



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