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“Girls are taught a lot of stuff growing up. If a guy punches you he likes you. Never try to trim your own bangs and someday you will meet a wonderful guy and get your very own happy ending. Every movie we see, Every story we’re told implores us to wait for it, the third act twist, the unexpected declaration of love, the exception to the rule. But sometimes we’re so focused on finding our happy ending we don’t learn how to read the signs. How to tell from the ones who want us and the ones who don’t, the ones who will stay and the ones who will leave. And maybe a happy ending doesn’t include a guy, maybe… it’s you, on your own, picking up the pieces and starting over, freeing yourself up for something better in the future. Maybe the happy ending is… just… moving on. Or maybe the happy ending is this, knowing after all the unreturned phone calls, broken-hearts, through the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and embarrassment you never gave up hope.”
— He’s just not that into you

remembered at 22:47

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cant help but smile.. everytime i see my desktop background (:

hahahh... was watching we got married ard 6plus just now. when i felt like the screen was shaking! haha so i check my laptop and table.. nothing was wrong so i tot maybe i was getting sleepy. then suddenly my chair was shaking.. almost fell out of my seat! then my mom started saying how the fish tank is shaking like the water inside is gonna splash out any moment.. and we started to get calls frm our neighbours.. kind of scary but exciting! haha.. first time feeling tremors ard the house! but it went away after a few minutes..

haha my tutees are getting cuter as the days goes by... and the number of lessons i have left with them are depleting as the days goes by..

haha today ler suddenly pop me random questions like.. sec 3 maths difficult to you? haha didnt quite know how to answer that..so i just kind of laugh it off.. =x hahah.. we were doing indices.. after a few practice qns he said..i know how to do! i expert alr... and then he got stuck in the next qns and ask me how to continue... hahahah! when i ask him i tot u expert alr? haha he said...expert alr so simple one dunno how to do.. hahahaha!!

then we were fixing tuition dates for the next few weeks till his maths papers finish.. he tried to cheat me of my half hour pay! haha.. i almost considered giving him half hour free but the tot of that half hour free is equvialent to 10over bucks.. i decided not to! hahah =x

goshh...i think i'll miss my tutees after their EOY is overr.. ):

i know im slow...but..

omg hyun joong is soooooo cuteeeeeee!! hahah..

remembered at 22:28

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HONG KONG

TAIWAN

BANGKOK

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

i really cant make up my mind..

the best would be to go all three!

hahahahahahahah..

but the $$$

mom say go hongkong as my 21st present. but without my stoopid bro ard it wont be fun visiting places like ocean park or disney land! army sucks! hahah.. hong kong then taiwan sounds like a good choice.. since i can save on one air ticket and the ticket frm hong kong over to taiwan is much cheaper too! goshhh.. haha but taiwan would be forking out my own money. then again i reallyreallyreally feel like going taiwan. bkk is...so much more affordable. hahah..but going with different people wont feel the same. arghs.

back to 304.. guess i still have some time to think abt all this.

remembered at 17:20

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20090928

look at the funnie looking mini-trolley-like-basket dad is pulling! hahahh... pop in msia today with dad mom and their friends.. who also happen to be my ler's guardians. hahah.. guess i really havent been over msia for some time.. we cross the causeway then i realise something felt different.. the old customs isnt there anymore! haha the whole thing just disppeared! hahah..

headed to Sutera Mall cos they were rather sick of Jusco. haha was abit disappointed at first cos it means no shops like mng and topshop.. but then it also means there's cheaper stuff so i can buy more. hahah surprisingly the bags and clothes at Sutera changed so much!! haha they got all clothes i see online.. and bags frm bugis.. brands like M&B and loewe inspired bags.. hahah.. goshhhh i saw so many stuff i likeeee! but most of them are like stuff i can do without (ying dear that qns really help me save alot of money..haha) hahah.. wanted to visit my all time favourite shoe shop..gosh then i reached there only to see a shop selling kids clothes? i walked like up and down that row of shops...i just couldnt find it!! ): very disappointed i just walked randomly around..then i spotted this shop selling pretty nice shoes.. so i ended up with a slight-gladiator-like flats! love at first sight...damn comfy pair of shoes. (: just when i was abt to pay for it..i saw a stack of name cards at the cashier saying gosh. i was like omg i have been looking for this shop i tot it closed down!! hahah.. in the end the shop assistant told me it expanded to sell bags and shoes and the shop name changed! hahah... wheeee! (: she even gave me 10per cent of my shoes!! loveee shoes from them! [:

besides the lovely shoes and a belt... didnt see much stuff i really really really like.. haha so ended up grocery shopping with dad and mom (: haha i was totally amazed by this grocery basket that allows pple to pull it like the trolley! (as seen above..demostrated by dad who was discussing with the supermkt guy how to choose pomelo) hahah anw the trolley/basket is so cool!! they should have it over here.. so pple dont have to lug those heavy baskets or push those bulky trolleys ard..(:

curry fish head plus many dishes for lunch and PORRIDGE STEAMBOAT for dinner. omgg the steamboat is god-like. hahaha loveee it! haha the thin slices of pork was so niceee.. even the zhu du was nice.. haha discovered this new thing called yu mian. its udon-looking and taste like fishballs! hahaha nv drank so much porridge in my life..haha definitely wont be my last time there!

loveee this day trips to msia! if only my stoopid bro was around too...army sucks =x hahahh.. the only bad thing was catching a flu or maybe its allergy due to all the dust.. my nose cant stop running ): guess i'll catch some we got married and go off to bed!
nites!

kill me please... i cant believe 306 is like fffffreaking 20 mcqs.. i tot maybe it would be like two long qns or sth. i simply cant do mcqs.. damn. just kill me. ):

remembered at 23:48

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20090927

haha. and i thought nobody is reading my blog alr.. after posting abt we got married. i realise there's still some people secretly reading! hahah.. and i realise alot of pple are watching we got married! hahah...

so pissed of with that ~~fat~~ guy.. how can anyone on earth be so mean! simply feel like slapping him. hahah alex and shiney is so sweeeeeet! haha they're really like some drama or movie. hahah andy and solbi is pretty cute too.. especially when he does the heart dance for her or she cook for him.. hahah..

just finished episode 5... trying hard to watch the show slowly.. so i spend more time studying.. hahah and my recess week is officially filled with tuition. cant help but worry for my tutee's exam! tho i shld worry more abt my own midterms =x hahahahh! gosh..i would rather do tons of their maths papers.. than doing all the dr cr which i dont even understand ):

alrightt...back to the notes...

remembered at 23:26

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20090926

we got married.

cheegake HELP! hahah.. u got me hooked on another show! hahah..

suddenly i feel the pressure of taking 2 tutees with both of them requiring me to have 2 lessons per week. haha and now with their EOY coming.. the lessons are extend to like 2-3 hours.. and more times per week. just when ler told me his first maths paper is on 6oct.. i scroll the calendar on my phone to note it down.. i saw 306 TEST. damn it. hahahh.. and so my supposedly relaxed recess week just got flooded with more stuff.. especially tuition! haha but of course i dont mind the extra cash (: totally forgot how sec school is like.. i didnt even rmb eoy was so earlyyy! haha..

gosh i better start studying soon myself...

remembered at 12:43

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i felt like the third world war just broke out.. when dad discovered that mom threw away his toto ticket.. which he havent even check.
=/

remembered at 12:30

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20090923

feel like cycling!

woooohooooooo! presentation is overrrrrrrrrrr! not like i prepared much for it hahah.. but just kind of glad that is overr! [:

last week of school before recess week! holidayyyyyyys..just for a week. haha.. so feel like going somewhere! maybe gonna pop in msia with dad and mom [: hahah...but recess wk also means that exams are cominggggg ]: better start studyinggggggg..

craving for sushi tei..

feel like cycling..

feel like tanning..

remembered at 17:59

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20090922

i really miss the girls!

remembered at 00:18

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20090920

i feel like..

reading time traveler's wife...

playing professor layton..

do anything but studyyyyyyy...

remembered at 20:52

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♥ legacy

dad got real lazy today..to drive me to tuition. instead of asking me to take bus..he ask me to take the car! woohoo~ hahah..tho its not the first time i drove alone..seldom got to use the car cos they use it all the time. hahah.. lovee our white legacy.. tho its not very new..relatively old in fact..it stuck with us for almost 6yrs alr! my favourite car (: haha guess i quite enjoy the ride alone..although the speedometer tends to hit above 70 faster.... hahahahah!

presentation suckssssssss...

remembered at 19:04

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gosh. im glad that im still alive after seeing my tutee, ler's report book.
it all started when he was solving this qns to find time travelled, given the speed and distance.. he used a super long method which came to the correct answer.. (im always amazed how my tutees come up with these long methods..haha) then i said..hmms actually can use the formula for speed...distance over time to solve rites? like wad u learnt in physics. then he replied...err i failed my physics. hahah alrightt so he started telling me how he got 49..then managed to squeeze out one mark to hit 50..but he took combined science and his chemistry was even worst...resulting the total score of not passing. haha it just so happened that his report book was lying ard on the table..so we decided to look at it! haha.. spotted the d7 for maths but didnt really surprised me cos he told me he didnt try like 62/140 marks for the paper. haha then we decided to talk abt other subjects....which ranged frm c6 to e8.. hahahh.. seriously think he could have done way better than that! at least for his maths...haha (: then he said...is my results very lousyy.. i dont really know how to reply to that...so i said....err u can do better than this.(: then he say...(pointing to his friend) if this one is lousy then he how? he got 6 F9s... omgoshhh.....hahahh... tho that olevel cert doesnt really matter to them...haha i hope they can at least pass their subjects...

remembered at 18:38

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two nights of gerard butler.

the ugly truthgamer
woohoo! caught two great movies the past two nights!(: both starring Gerard Butler..my fave p.s. iloveyou guy! hahaha..the ugly truth was omgosh freaking funnie! havent had such a good laugh in the cinemas for a really long time! (: lovee the way things ended too..really nice movie. one that i'll probably watch it again after i get it on my harddisk. hahah..

GAMER was omgosh freaking hell niceeeeeeeeeeee... havent watch a movie that i really enjoyed so muchhhhhh. hahah tho the two belong to different genres.. i admit prefer action movies! hahah.. a show that i would recommend everyone to watchhh!! haha..hmms but maybe not so much for those who cant take gore and violence. =x hahah..love the plot especially the ending. every part of the movie is just so...breath taking. hahah..

Upgrade Guard: Who aims?

Kable: What?

Upgrade Guard: Who aims? The player or the slayer?

Kable: I'm the hand. Someone, somewhere else is the eye.

hahah ended up of all the movies i wanna watch so much...i didnt catch time travellers' wife! the timings are sooo limited and they dont show it at amk. -.- hahahah..but it was up on mininova a few days after it released...hahah guess i can afford to wait..and watch it after i finished the book. i finally started on the book...its so addictiveeeeee!(:

went pasir ris for niki's bbq last night! felt abit bad cos i kind of mixed up the dates and days..had to skipped another bbq cos i promised niki first! but arwell...we still enjoyed ourselves. hahah..lovee niki ahma's chicken satay!! (: tho there were quite alot of his relatives..haha they are all so friendly and nice people! (: feels so nice to have such family gatherings and everyone really enjoy like bbq and all the food! the prawns.. satays.. crayfish.. pineapple.. sasusages..(:

off for tuition!
double tuition todayy..all the end of year is coming...i think im more worried for them than they worry for themselves! hahahah...

remembered at 12:14

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20090916

i miss those days..
those days when we can just hang ard school.. ard bukit timah.. ard town.. doing crazy things every other day.. and there was still sufficient time to complete all the homework or at least attempt all the hw we have.. and yet have so much funn..
those days when we can just hang ard the canteen.. the grandstand.. anywhere we can just sit ard.. chatting gossipping laughing about every other thing.. and playing random soccer and bball.. and we still manage to graduate and do well..
i miss the girls...
omg.. growing up just sucks..
it seems so hard to find time.. enough time to meet up with friends.. everyone's so busy.. wishing for more time.. more time to relive those days.. those memories..
im beginning to forget how to have funn..
):
i so wanna watch movie.. read my time traveller's wife.. but i dont even dare to start 'cos if i did i know i wont be able to put it down..
damn.

remembered at 23:28

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20090914

Jeux d'enfants

Being an adult means to have a speedometer that marks 210 and not driving over 60.

dear's qns on tumblr reminded me of this alltime fave! [:

gosh. i feel like watching it all over again!

love me if you dare.

remembered at 13:27

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20090913

Victorian Secret.

:: Met up early at Mavis place to prepare for the night [:

:: Table 9 [:

:: First time having a formal dinner..bunch of really funn people [:

:: Hop over to take photos and F1 to F4 '07 bump into each other..haha [:

:: Nestis [:

:: Seniors [:

remembered at 14:59

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20090911

i would go anywhere with you.

happy 11th
♥

remembered at 22:05

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before i forget this....
i had a pretty interesting afternoon...
6 girls around the table...
1 said...i cant stand 2..she kept saying xx(2's bf) is the cutest guy in class..
2 said..really wad!! look at all the other guys in class...
silence....and everyone burst out in laughter..
2 said..actually yy (this girl frm our class) said that guy at 3's table is not bad looking...
3 said...HUHHHHH! are u seriouss...doesnt he look like a *****
silence and everyone burst out in laughter again..
4 5 6 said..okay la...he's okay...
2 said...but i think he looks fierce...
some nodded in agreement..
3 said..no laaaa he's not fierece at all lo!!
2 said..really mehs! he looks like.....
1 3 4 5 6 said..WAD!!!!
2 said...aiyaa i better dont say later 3 tell him...
1 3 4 5 6 said..just say laaaaaaa!!
2 said...he looks like the HULK...
everyone burst out in laughter..
then...one of them said...the green one or the human one...
the rest said....THE GREEN ONE LAAAAAAA!!!!
everyone laugh like mad for like 5 minutes before we could stop and try so hard not to think about it.....

the fun and laughs with girls! [:

remembered at 21:51

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bought the time traveller's wife! hahah..was still talking to zm about it on the way out of school as usual he was gonna drop me off at town..haha didnt really had the intention to buy it..esp when he told me xj has the book! but as usual i couldnt resist the temptation to walk ard town..haha i popped by borders! they were having 20% off all books for students and teachers! and so....i just decided to get it! [: cant wait to wrap it and start reading! hahah..

haha its just so hard to saveee...especially when i really set my mind to stop buying stuff..i always end up spending even more! hahah..tot i settled my dress for dnd then a day out with sha kiki mavis ytdy made me bought another one! but i really quite like this one! definitely better than the tube dress which i feel like i cant even breath properly in it and feel insecure like its gonna drop any minute. hahahh..alright maybe its really time to stop. haha suddenly lost the mood for online shopping too..hahah sounds like a good thing to me! [:

kind of excited about dnd tml! haha especially excited about dressing up with the girls! hahah..hope we'll have lots of funn tml night! [:

remembered at 21:34

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20090907

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20090906

i really really really want to read this and catch the movie! hahah.. maybe for once i should try to catch the movie first then read the book.. minimizes the probability of me being disappointed with the movie cos they just cant fit the entire story into 2 hours. hahah! hope i can spare some time to catch it! [:

k with dears! something i always enjoy.. hahah.. found myself choosing all the ~~old~~ but nice songs..hahah arwell im old! hahahh.. dinner and dessert at liang seah..we started htht during dinner and realise the three of us got SO MUCH TO SAY. hahah.. so we hopped over to ah chew.. felt like we all really grown up.. more open to talk about certain sensitive topics.. haha sadly ah chew is always crowded with pple queuing for seats.. so we all left for home due to all our unfinished work. hahah wish for more time and less stuff that keeps us all busy. haha lovee dears. [:

better go get some work done before the day ends! [:
he's back! ~~i hope so..~~

remembered at 22:22

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Antique Bakery

アンティーク

서양골동양과자점 앤티크

西洋骨董洋菓子店

from manga to drama to movie!! hahah.. saw this on mysoju.. top picks for movie! haha found the title quite interesting so i decided to load it and OMG it's really ANTIQUE! [: lovee the jap drama!! with freaking charming 藤木直人 and cutee Takizawa Hideaki!! hahah the cakes look sooooo niceeeee! still rmb how me and bouncy watch the show and got craving for cakes! hahah..but couldnt find really nice cakes that look and taste like those in the show! hahahh..so feel like watching the drama again!! [:

remembered at 00:42

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20090904

tumblr is so interesting!![:
hahah..but after like 1hr trying to figure out the whole thing..and trying to find some nice skins..i decided to complete it another day! unique way of blogging! haha..but guess it'll just be a random place for random posts..[:

went for workandtravel talk. omggg...I SO WANT TO GO!!but whether i CAN go or not is another issue hahah..he just left for wwr if not i got so much to tell him! hahah..application opened alr..tho we're still considering if we should..i so feel like missing convo and just stay there all the way and come back to start work next year! parents said they are pretty alright with me skipping convo as long as i graduate. hahah! but there's so many other considerations too..like whether the school will actually allow me skipp it.. whether its possible to go the same place and looking for interested parties who are willing to skipp convo/work for a longer period over there.. (work longer can cover expenses better! and travel longer! [: ) money issues.. omgg. there's so much to think about! hahah.. it would be a miracle if everything works out well.. but do miracles happen?

on the side note.. haha i felt pretty weird like walking over to lkc by myself and like attending a talk in school by myself! tho i felt this tiny sense of independence. hahah.. set my mind to sit like near the door so i can siam as and when i feel like it. haha but like within 5mins after settling down.. i saw kwang hup walk in. so i found a friend! hahah.. then after that came nicholas (omg i havent talked to him for like.. more than 5years? he changed SO MUCH.. like talking with a slang. ~~which was pretty annoying =x~~ but i guess he's still alright) so i found 2 friends! hahah.. so much for attending the talk alone. hahah..

crazylittlethingcalled♥
im looking forward to SUNDAY dears! [:
and maybe monday too! [:

remembered at 23:50

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20090902

ahhhh...i think i just made his sis drop into the deepdeepdeep black hole of online shopping!!! and the worst thing is i think one day she'll just kill me too. hahahah...everytime she wanna buy stuff she'll ask me you like anything? and we always like the same item just that we like it in different colours! plus the fact that every additional item is only at $0.50 so we do have a little savings by combining our orders...BUT i wasnt even suppose to buy anything in the first place!! OMG..
DAMNITSTOPSHOPPING!):

remembered at 01:06

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