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20100131

zomg.... week 4 is coming alr.. but i still feel like school hasnt started.. the only thing i really had done is like..presentation stuff.. and i hate it urghs.. ): i sat in front of the teevee for like the past few weeks.. even my mom came to ask me.. no homework to do? then i started jotting down all the readings and tutorials i lagging.. zomgg.. seriously dont know why i just lack that motivation! everytime i feel bored.. i switch on the teevee and watch anything its showing on chnl16 55 56... then when i switch on my lappie.. surf the random few sites.. go fb i end up playing bejeweled... -.- the ony things i do that i feel like im making good use of my time is.. teaching tuition.. hahahh.. shitttttttttttttt...
zzzzzzz...



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20100129

never felt that doing project is so dreadful........
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20100128

SO CUTE!!!
makes me want to stay at home on saturdays! (:

i should be.. doing my 311 slides.. or doing my readings for 301..
zzzzz.... school at 1230..
i suddenly feel the staying-at-home-makes-me-feel-like-skipping-lessons symptom..
hahahahahahh...
hush hush is addictive!
every since i hear it the other day at skateline!
sometimes it just feels different hearing a song broadcast over the radio or on a sound system.. somehow it makes the song seem nicer! (:
zzz.... off to do wad i should be doing..



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everytime i click ur msn window.. i see this background.. i just feel like laughign out loud..
mehhh...

dont like 311
dont like 311
dont like 311

):

happie birthday..(:
(if you ever see this)



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20100125

arghs.. hate it when i feel this wayyyy....
felt as if i used up all my energy last semster... i totally feel so ultimate nua this sem... like i see the readings pile up on my to-do lists... i did Z.E.R.O. tutorials so far... (okay maybe except the one for my presentation.. bo bian cos got project meeting) ahh.. im only motivated to do work just simply because i HAVE TO.. the feeling sucks! zzzzzzzz....


i know i shouldnt beoff to catch my 2 episodes of D.I.E.!
hee =x



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20100124


Acer Aspire Gemstone 4740G
(:
in the end i got neither of my previous options... from mac to hp to ACER! (: haha.. i realise he was really true to say that.. the specs of the laptop keep getting better and better while the price keep falling.. which is quite illogical.. hahahh.. quite lucky to get pple with the expertise in this field to recommend something good.. real good in fact! hahah.. the brand new gemstone actually runs on Intel Core i5! haha..

only tot of getting one with Intel i3 initially.. after we realise Intel Core 2 Duo is going to get phased out soon.. Intel i5 is... omg powerful.. hahah right from switching on the laptop there's alr a difference! it runs up to 2.53 GHz with turbo boost.. machiam like car like that! hahah.. but its also possible cos its a new laptop it runs fast.. haha the shutting down is like almost immediate! i was still thinking did i shut it down properly.. hahah..

got the full Windows 7 ready-install... the interface is....zomg i loveee it! hahah.. tho its really much like a mac interface.. there's still a windows feel so it.. its like the best mix everrrr!! haha think i prob need some time to explore the various functions! haha.. ooh gemstone also came with the multi-gesture touchpad! haha.. kept playing with the zoom functions and stuff.. hahah..

was abit disappointed with acer cos they didnt come with the mac-like dust-free keyboard.. but after typing on it for awhile.. the keyboard is so soft!! not like new laptops with rigid keyboards.. this one felt like i have been using it for like a year alr! hahah..

ooh!! there was a small little surprise when i close to lid to try carrying the laptop... the lid was DARK METALLIC BLUE under the light!! godlike pretty!! hahaha...

the whole process of getting this new lappie was so long and torturous.... but feels so happie and lucky to get a really really really REALLY good deal!! especially after all the confusing discussion getting a 1+4years extended warranty!! omg 5years.. im gonna have trouble next time if i ever feel like changing laptop! hahah.. tho i didnt have lucky hands to pick the biggest hongbao at the lucky dip.. was glad to get a 68bucks! SURE-WIN dips rocks! hahah.. and they gave me free MS Office!! haha.. woohooo!


off to set up my new lappie and figure out stuff here and there.... and transfer stuff from my old hdd...

and project meeting...zzz on a SUNDAY! ):

oh oh oh!!

CONGRATS SHEILA!!((:

SO EXCITING!! haha... (tho i kind of feel old suddenly)




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20100118

feel like running..

ELLO.. DO YOU EVEN NOE HOW TO SAY S.O.R.R.Y AFTER STEPPING ON PPLE'S TOES (ESP ONE THAT IS LIKE INJURED AND DOESNT LOOK LIKE ITS RECOVERED AFTER MONTHS) AND DONT THINK IM DEAF BECAUSE IM LISTENING TO MY IPOD.. I HEARD WAD YOU SAY TO YOUR FRIEND.. HAHAHAH I HAVE NOTHING TO HOLD ON TO.. SO YOU DONT NEED TO APOLOGISE JUST BECAUSE YOU WERENT HOLDING ON TO ANYTHING ON THE MOVING TRAIN AND YOU HAVE HANDS TO PLAY PSP.. OMG.. I SERIOUSLY FELT LIKE SLAPPING YOUR BACK AND LIKE HEY LOOK.. I THINK U MIGHT WANNA CONSIDER THAT METAL THING IN FRONT OF YOU A POLE YOU CAN HOLD ON TO.. UNLESS YOU THINK THAT YOUR FRIEND LOOKS LIKE A POLE THAT U CAN JUST HOLD ON TO HIS SHOULDER.. KNN COUNT YOURSELF LUCKY YOU ALIGHTED.. THE NEXT TIME I EVER SEE YOU AGAIN.. U BETTER PRAY THAT YOU'RE WEARING SHOES.. FREAKING KID WITH NO MANNERS AT ALL.. ZZZZ..

omg.. its week twooooo....
at least wed is another free day! woohoo! okay..i shldnt be to bad.. cos the lecturer cancelled the lecture last minute due to medical leave... she hurt her back... =/ actually i quite look forward to attending this elective.. (tho i have yet gone for lesson =x) its like the best module this sem alr! (:

read another great blog... 10 different ways to say I love you! awesome post! (:
time for second last episode of 海派甜心 before the start of week two.....



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20100117

Happiness is a choice.
i seriously wonder how my brother use the desktop.. when the whole table and everything is so dusty!! i see like a thick layer of dust right in front of me this instance as im typing.. zomg.. this is confirm the most dusty area in my room!! makes me feel like plugging everything out and wipe every single spot clean.. have been like sneezing since i sat down here... -.-

finally met up with kezia to get the textbooks! (: means.... time to start doing readings... cos i have no more valid excuses.. ): and my big study table feels so empty with my dear lappie.....


this blog is addictiveeeeee! (:




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HP Pavilion dm3-1015TX v Apple Macbook new white

after all the headache.. trip down to funan.. epic centre.. eightflags.. its down to this two.. never ever considered a macbook at all.. until someone offered me macbook pro for just 1.7.. led me to realise i could get macbook at 1.4k student discount.. after the ram upgrade and apple protection plan macbook is 1,890.. looked ard for awhile.. afterall using hp desktop for so long and hp laptop.. i guess im still stubborn and i still wanna take a look at hp.. haha.. disappointed that my old model dv2 only come with AMD processor now.. ): i know it might not be so bad.. but im really scared of overheating problems now.. probably if its a desktop i wont mind an AMD processor. anw looked at dv3 looks like a close replica of my dv2! but its heavy and the price is....hmms hahahh... spotted dm3 along the way! the mac-style keyboard is... omg loveeee! (HP Envy is like really the god-like niceeee!!! but its price was also damn niceeeee at 3,599!) hahahh.. then its 1.6k adding on warranty probably 1.8k.. omg difference of 90bucks.. my headache got so bad.. i felt like its gonna explodee.... ):

and so first thing.. i compared the specs... igoring the operating system first and the similiar ...2.26GHz Intel Core 2 Duo processor.. HP Pavilion dm3-1015TX came with a 4GB RAM, 500GB internal storage.. Apple Macbook white was 2GB RAM (i could throw in 144 for an upgrade), 250GB internal storage.. the numbers was so obvious.. HP specs was practically double that of Mac for approximately the same price!!

weight...HP 1.9kg and Mac 2.13kg.. hmms 200grams okay..maybe its not that big a diff.. haha

operating system.. Mac OS X v10.6 Snow Leopard.. i quite liked their operating system last time.. haha in fact i did the stardock thing last time.. (i think daryl is using that now?? hahaha) tho it last barely a month cos it lagged my lappie like madd.. hahah i didnt mind the switch over to Mac OS initially... and then.. when i see the new Window 7.. wooo.. its really quite impressive! of course will all the praises from cg who's the first Windows 7 user i know.. hahah with two great operating systems i was stuck.. until i tot of.. why on earth am i rushing to get a new laptop? basically for all the freaking individual assignments and projects and presentations im gonna get from just two freaking disgusting 301 and 311 modules.. i need a new lappie.. and for that fact.. i realise i cant survive with my dearest microsoft office.. and soo.... i was swayed towards Windows 7... especially with its new interface...

so after all that troubling and thinking for some time... making sure that everything falls within my budget and to achieve lowest cost for the best stuff.. (omg like the first time im gonna feel the pain.. investing such a big sum of money in something which i know will depreciate so damn fast.. ): ) i guess the big thing that make me make a choice was....

MACBOOK NO LONGER COMES IN MATTE BLACK!! )): omgg.. how could they stop producing it!! thats like the first thing i like about macbook..the matte black.. ): and abit about the fact that they transform Macbook white with the unibody design from macbook pro to make it more durable.. i actually like the box-y feeling of the old Macbook.. ):

anyway....i guess its gonna be HP Pavilion dm3-1015TX ! (: hopefully i can get it at the lowest price possible and if not with more good freebies... HAHAHAH! just kidding..


cant believe first week of school is over...

just

like

that..

loveee catching up with dears at timbre last night.. somehow we seem to fall into similar situations and it kind of makes me feel that... at least im not alone.. (: haha and i think i have said a hundred times... but i still wanna say.. THANKEW SO MUCH FOR THE ELECTRIC BLUE BAG!! its really a surprise cos i just kind of said... omg this bag is so pretty la!! haha but anw i really loveee it!! (:




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20100113

still find it quite hard to believe what happened.. knowing how cheerful and smiley you were last time. the news was just too shocking and hard to believe.. that things happened the way it was written.. though we might not been the closest friends.. i still rmb you in my ny days.. how you like to sing.. your favourite band was shin.. how we used to take 74 home together.. and you were our class monitress.. you'll always be remembered.. i hope you have found what you have been searching for.. and that you are truly happy.. rest in peace..



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20100111

okay. you really died. ):
i never felt so sad when my gadgets spoil... maybe cos you're my first lappie and you accompanied me through my hall days and all the shitty projects and presentations..all the hongkong taiwan jap dramas and movies.. and now u died ): the hp guy told me my graphic card burnt and i have to change the entire motherboard... quotation 900 odd for the motherboard and plus plus its almost 1k over ): guess that means i just have to get a new lappie.. i wonder if anyone feels sad getting a new lappie... cos i don't quite feel the happiness of getting a new one ): its gonna burn a hole in my wallet... 2months of tuition for a new lappie.. and no more grad trip for me.. and thank goodness i didnt get any of those bags.. if not i'll be totally regretting now.. ): what a start for 2010...

luckily there's wasnt much pple at hp today..and the guy was glad to attend to my dad and me for pretty long.. haha he told us abt getting new laptops which ones and where to get would be better.. how to retrieve my hdd myself.. (and i manage to get the hdd casing for just 10bucks downstairs.. hp sells them at 20bucks! haha..) he even offer to check with his fren who recycle electronics.. so we might be able to sell my lappie for 150 - 200 better than giving it to the karang guni and getting 20bucks for it.. hahah..

zzzzz..... time to start looking at lappies ):

misunderstandings.....



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20100109

please please PLEASE DONT DIE ON ME!! )):
decided to switch on my desktop.. after trying to switch on my laptop for like three times.. and all i heard was 3 beeping sound everytime the blue lights came on.. but the screen still remain black ): HELPP!! the last thing i wanna get is a new laptop... ):



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after much hesitation.. and trouble of going from town to queensway and back to town again..hahah (im really sorry for making you travel up and down the whole day..especially when both of us woke up freaking early in the morning and squeeze with the morning crowd on the bus..THANKEW! [: ) i decided to get...
THE RED ONE!
loveee it!
(((:



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20100107

McDonald's removes pig from Chinese Zodiac Doraemon soft toy promo because they are Halal restaurant.

NO PIG?! :O




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A Tinge Of Sadness

There is always a tinge of sadness
when something comes to an end

whatever that may be.
An affair that has ended
leaves a void in your life
as two hearts depart.
The end of a novel
and the characters you’ve loved
drift off into the sunset of their lives.
A holiday that has brought pleasure,
now an end to a relaxing time.
Each end with a tinge of sadness
because they will never come again.
At least never in the same way
no matter what you do.

David Harris



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Osteogenesis Imperfecta
It feels alot more painful than i thought.

THREE marks for amaths paper.. single digit - 3 omg.. hahahh...i have no idea how she got that when she attempted all the qns.. at least that's what she told me. and what's wrong with schools nowadays not returning exam scripts. how on earth are we gonna figure out what went wrong. wth. haha.. to drop or not to drop.. not the most encouraging but we both felt it was better to drop.. rather than struggling and risk the other subjects that she can do well.. haha tho her aunt think otherwise.. arwell.. its all depending on her mock exams next week.. lets get a pass for emaths! crossing my fingers (:

eeeks... wed morning elective! i feel like su-ing and ponning alr.. there goes my two day week ): and week 1 slides are alr posted up! last semester in school.. surprisingly i dont feel much of the sian-school's-starting-next-week.. but rather.. a tinge of saddness..



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When I was 5 years old, my mom always told me that happiness was the key to life. When I went to school, they asked me what I wanted to be when I grew up. I wrote down ‘happy.’ They told me I didn’t understand the assignment. I told them they didn’t understand life.



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20100105

after going broke from buying clothes.. BAGS.. SHOES.. (when will i ever get enough of this two.. hahah..) and random little things.. i got myself two books! (: felt so bored the whole holidays without my two tutees to occupy my time.. besides playing bejeweled like 50% of the time when im ao.. and surfing random blogs.. i basically didnt do much the entire holidays! then suddenly when school's starting next week.. i feel like watching 下一站, 幸福 and to just snuggle in bed and read (:

Duet by Kimberley Freeman
grabbed this off the shelf at times bookfair.. the books were cheappp! mostly ranging from 5 to 10.. but mostly old titles.. haha this book is HUGE.. its like bigger than a4 size when its opened. haha as usual...book covers attract me and so does the summary at the back..(:

Two Women
In a tiny German village, young Ellie nurtures glittering fantasies of the opera stage. Her uncontrollable ambition sets her on a path of deception, greed and regret. In London, teenage runaway Angie transforms herself into Penny Bright, darling of the pop scene. But a violent attack leaves her crippled by fear and drug addiction.
Twenty Years
One will steal the other’s life and lose her greatest love. One will try to run from her past but will ultimately have to confront her darkest memories. But both of their lives are linked through the ambitious schemes of a record producer.
One Guilty
Secret From the London glam-rock scene to the opera stages of Europe, from a
remote Greek island to the sun-drenched coast and silent outback of Australia, this duet’s final notes will not be sung until the heart-stopping climax, when a shadow from the past returns to claim them both.

Handle with care by Jodi Picoult

haha wasn't the book i wanted to buy at first.. spotted Change of heart at first.. second time i picked up that book cos i really like the summary at the back.. (: but there was no sale ): then came across this book.. which happens to be her latest book.. on sale at rm25.. so i guess why not! (: the summary sounds great too (:

When Charlotte and Sean O’Keefe’s daughter, Willow, is born with severe osteogenesis imperfecta, they are devastated – she will suffer hundreds of broken bones as she grows, a lifetime of pain. As the family struggles to make ends meet to cover Willow’s medical expenses, Charlotte thinks she has found an answer. If she files a wrongful birth lawsuit against her ob/gyn for not telling her in advance that her child would be born severely disabled, the monetary payouts might ensure a lifetime of care for Willow. But it means that Charlotte has to get up in a court of law and say in public that she would have terminated the pregnancy if she’d known about the disability in advance – words that her husband can’t abide, that Willow will hear, and that Charlotte cannot reconcile. And the ob/gyn she’s suing isn’t just her physician – it’s her best friend.

all this reminded me of a really really great book..

The Pact by Jodi Picoult

For eighteen years the Hartes and the Golds have lived next door to each other, sharing everything from Chinese food to chicken pox to carpool duty-- they've grown so close it seems they have always been a part of each other's lives. Parents and children alike have been best friends, so it's no surprise that in high school Chris and Emily's friendship blossoms into something more. They've been soul mates since they were born.
So when midnight calls from the hospital come in, no one is ready for the appalling truth: Emily is dead at seventeen from a gunshot wound to the head. There's a single unspent bullet in the gun that Chris took from his father's cabinet-- a bullet that Chris tells police he intended for himself. But a local detective has doubts about the suicide pact that Chris has described.

Best part of this book... great ending (:




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